To be complex, one must first be simple. Because, unless it’s simple, it’s hard to get complicated. Every complex problem is a combination of simple problems. People tend to think that intelligence is complex. However, in hindsight, memory is just a continuation and connection of simplicity made up of thoughtful ingredients. Still, it is burdensome and complicated to find simplicity in an already complex system. Therefore, the pursuit of simplicity is a burdensome decision, one that requires a willingness to understand this complexity first. Growing up in the mind means taking on this burden and being willing to take on the challenge of finding simplicity in a formally complex system. It’s like a child taking their first steps, trying to get up while risking falling with their whole body. - Joseph’s “just my thoughts”
Some characters occasionally appear only to family members or close friends. For example, although he is generally generous to others, he becomes angry with his mother, who has endured much for him. He does not contain his anger toward a specific person for long. Even those who have known me for a long time, my unusual character, which they may not fully understand, defines me, intervenes in my life until death, and influences critical moments. Even within my family, if they cannot accept my unique and limited character, I will ultimately live as if estranged from someone else. - Joseph’s “just my thoughts”